jamboree accompanied by my High Scool batch

photo collage of our batch

If you ask me how was my high school days I would definitely say it's Unforgettable and Enjoy. During those days I had so many memories gained and kept. Even though I'm in College I do still reminisce those time we had back in our high school days.I do miss hanging out with them, cracking jokes with and even crying and sharing dilemma with them.Sometimes I do wish that I'm still with them.It was a year later when we had decided to have our Jamboree for us to meet again and see what's new in our lives since we're in College.

April 18 ,2009 we had our jamboree at Dolores Farm Resort. Even though we're not complete we still manage the reunion well, as Jimmy bought viands for us Whew! that was great!

On that day I realized that there were a lot of changes made in our life with that 1 year passed by. Some of them were already have a long hair, the guys got taller compare to us girls, the others were unable to study because of financial problem but had their own job/work for them to support their studies next year.At fist I do feel timid because I feel that they're not the people I used to know before but as time passes by the wall broke on it's own. The enjoyment was still there, the fun, the jokes, the friendship is still there and wasn't faded away. I do miss those people, I really enjoyed that day I'm looking forward to meet them again soon.

coping with squabble

A sad truth:
"People will love you and adore you
for the hundreds of good things you've done for them,
BUT will hate you for a single mistake".

Napatunayan ko ito ng magkaroon kami ng misunderstanding ng friend ko nung April 3,2009 mga 11:00pm. I remember nga before that day ang saya-saya namin nag bonding pa kami with our other classmates in our high school days kasi ngayon lang kami nagkita-kita after we graduated in high school.They visited me here pa nga in our house nung last day ng March dito kami nag lunch,gumawa din kami ng design for our class shirt na ipa pagawa namin talagang ang saya nun.
Suddenly may nangyari na hindi ko talaga inaasahan on the 3rd day of April at 11:00 may na recieve akong mga text messages galing sa friend ko, mga qoutable qoutes about friendship na para bang may ibig sabihin.

"No jokes would sound laughable once you've heard it already. So why let the same pain hurt you more than twice..think it over."

"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though she knows that you are slightly cracked."

"Let go of what kills you and hold on to what keeps you breathing!!!"

As I read her texts, I texted her back saying: " wow! lalim ng mga qoutes natin ah...parang emo ka this night ah." But I didn't receive any response from her so I decided to send her a qoutable qoute as well na tungkol sa friendship that says:
"BARKADA days are not yet over..we'll still find time to see and talk to one another..pagsinabi ng iba sino sila?BArkada mo noon?! Sasabihin ko...DI AH! BARKADA ko habang panahon..!

as I sent that message I decided to sleep na lang because it's late already.When suddenly my phone rang and recieve a message from her it's still a qoute na parang response niya sa Text na binigay ko sa kanya that says:

"Ang barkada...dapat mahal ka, naiintindihan ka, higit sa lahat mapagkakatiwalaan kahit kailan!!Eh paano kung nawala na ang TIWALA mo sa kanila...Nanaisin mo pa bang parte ng barkada..??? think it over!!!(talagang may exclamation poin sa huli not only one but three...)

kaya I asked her if may problema she said wala daw...but talagang kinulit ko siya ng kinulit for her to tell me if meron bang problem,yun nah!!nag open na siya sa akin...GALIT siya sa akin cause I betray her daw...but I don't deny the fact na may kasalanan akong nagawa...but I already apologized to her right away...hindi ko alam na galit na galit pala siya sa akin...akalo ko wala na yun dahil ang tagal na nun...ng nag text siya ulit sa akin na

"talagang limutan nah!the TRUST i have for you di niyo na maibabalik yun...I don't deserve to have *#@_=*]#@ people...sana ma hurt din kayo!and i'm closing my door hindi niyo na maiibabalik whatever friendship We had!

Grabeh nang mabasa ko yun di ko namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako...ang sakit nun!parang bigla-bigla nalang kami nagka away ng hindi clear sa akin ang reason behind...but still I'm hoping na maaayos namin to...sa tagal naming magka kilala this single mistake I've done is the reason to ruin our friendship?,NO. I'll do my best para magka ayos kami...sorry talaga...alam mong di o sinasadya yun...