jamboree accompanied by my High Scool batch

photo collage of our batch

If you ask me how was my high school days I would definitely say it's Unforgettable and Enjoy. During those days I had so many memories gained and kept. Even though I'm in College I do still reminisce those time we had back in our high school days.I do miss hanging out with them, cracking jokes with and even crying and sharing dilemma with them.Sometimes I do wish that I'm still with them.It was a year later when we had decided to have our Jamboree for us to meet again and see what's new in our lives since we're in College.

April 18 ,2009 we had our jamboree at Dolores Farm Resort. Even though we're not complete we still manage the reunion well, as Jimmy bought viands for us Whew! that was great!

On that day I realized that there were a lot of changes made in our life with that 1 year passed by. Some of them were already have a long hair, the guys got taller compare to us girls, the others were unable to study because of financial problem but had their own job/work for them to support their studies next year.At fist I do feel timid because I feel that they're not the people I used to know before but as time passes by the wall broke on it's own. The enjoyment was still there, the fun, the jokes, the friendship is still there and wasn't faded away. I do miss those people, I really enjoyed that day I'm looking forward to meet them again soon.

coping with squabble

A sad truth:
"People will love you and adore you
for the hundreds of good things you've done for them,
BUT will hate you for a single mistake".

Napatunayan ko ito ng magkaroon kami ng misunderstanding ng friend ko nung April 3,2009 mga 11:00pm. I remember nga before that day ang saya-saya namin nag bonding pa kami with our other classmates in our high school days kasi ngayon lang kami nagkita-kita after we graduated in high school.They visited me here pa nga in our house nung last day ng March dito kami nag lunch,gumawa din kami ng design for our class shirt na ipa pagawa namin talagang ang saya nun.
Suddenly may nangyari na hindi ko talaga inaasahan on the 3rd day of April at 11:00 may na recieve akong mga text messages galing sa friend ko, mga qoutable qoutes about friendship na para bang may ibig sabihin.

"No jokes would sound laughable once you've heard it already. So why let the same pain hurt you more than twice..think it over."

"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though she knows that you are slightly cracked."

"Let go of what kills you and hold on to what keeps you breathing!!!"

As I read her texts, I texted her back saying: " wow! lalim ng mga qoutes natin ah...parang emo ka this night ah." But I didn't receive any response from her so I decided to send her a qoutable qoute as well na tungkol sa friendship that says:
"BARKADA days are not yet over..we'll still find time to see and talk to one another..pagsinabi ng iba sino sila?BArkada mo noon?! Sasabihin ko...DI AH! BARKADA ko habang panahon..!

as I sent that message I decided to sleep na lang because it's late already.When suddenly my phone rang and recieve a message from her it's still a qoute na parang response niya sa Text na binigay ko sa kanya that says:

"Ang barkada...dapat mahal ka, naiintindihan ka, higit sa lahat mapagkakatiwalaan kahit kailan!!Eh paano kung nawala na ang TIWALA mo sa kanila...Nanaisin mo pa bang parte ng barkada..??? think it over!!!(talagang may exclamation poin sa huli not only one but three...)

kaya I asked her if may problema she said wala daw...but talagang kinulit ko siya ng kinulit for her to tell me if meron bang problem,yun nah!!nag open na siya sa akin...GALIT siya sa akin cause I betray her daw...but I don't deny the fact na may kasalanan akong nagawa...but I already apologized to her right away...hindi ko alam na galit na galit pala siya sa akin...akalo ko wala na yun dahil ang tagal na nun...ng nag text siya ulit sa akin na

"talagang limutan nah!the TRUST i have for you di niyo na maibabalik yun...I don't deserve to have *#@_=*]#@ people...sana ma hurt din kayo!and i'm closing my door hindi niyo na maiibabalik whatever friendship We had!

Grabeh nang mabasa ko yun di ko namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako...ang sakit nun!parang bigla-bigla nalang kami nagka away ng hindi clear sa akin ang reason behind...but still I'm hoping na maaayos namin to...sa tagal naming magka kilala this single mistake I've done is the reason to ruin our friendship?,NO. I'll do my best para magka ayos kami...sorry talaga...alam mong di o sinasadya yun...

bossom people in my life

(Sis Sheenna,Papa,Mama,Me and Sis Annel)

If there would be people in my life that I couldn't afford to loose it would definitely be my FAMILY,they are the most significant people in my life.

They are the one who made my life complete and happy,you know,I can't measure the love I have for them talaga I really love them so much.I'm really thankful to God that He had given me the best family I could ever have.My parents,oh God I really thank you for having them in my life, I really adore them they way they raise us wala akong masabi. Even though strict sila when it comes to boy-girl relationship still I'm thankful coz if they weren't like that Im sure we are not going to be who we are right now.That's why the three of us are doing our best not only to make them proud but also we are doing our best para masuklian ang lahat ng mga bagay na nagawa nila sa amin.

Now we are not complete in our home because my older sister Annel is in Dubai right now working for her to help my parents in all of the expenses in everyday activity.And mysister Sheenna is currently living in Cebu looking for job,I hope she could find na, naawa na nga ako sa kanya because she didn't want to be seperated to us but she needs to. Every time maiisip ko how much they sacrifice para lang talaga makahanap ng work it made me stronger and talagang nase-set sa mind ko na I really need to finish my study and make my parents proud just like what they did.So Papa and Mama don't worry I will do my best talaga to make you proud and say: "that's our daughter!"

favorite hollywood singer by now

Taylor Swift became one of country-pop's brightest (and youngest) faces in 2006, when the 16-year-old vocalist released her first album. Although new to the American public, Swift had been performing since early childhood, taking inspiration and encouragement from her opera-singing grandmother. She sang "The Star-Spangled Banner" before a Philadelphia 76ers game at the age of 11; the following year, she began practicing her guitar skills for several hours each day, only stopping when her fingers began to bleed. Swift's parents realized their child's dedication and began making regular visits to Nashville, TN, where Swift would perform casually and meet with songwriters in the area. The family then decided to move from their native Pennsylvania to an outlying Nashville suburb, which accelerated Swift's career.
I really like her because I can relate into her all songs it's really for the teens and for those who are inlove and also broken hearted. So, I'm inviting you to check out her songs surely you won't regret listening of it.

#1 White Horse

Say you're sorry That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
And I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on And days drag on Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known
That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams About you and me
Happy endings Now I know...

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Here you are your sitting there
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

#2 LOVE STORY

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.
I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you, "Please don't go..."
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, "Please don't go"
And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...
Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.
'cause we were both young when I first saw you

#3 I'D LIE

I don’t think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
He’ll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I’m laughing cause I hope he's wrong
I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs
And..
I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father’s eyes
And if you asked me if I love him,
I’d lie
He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn’t a light go on?
Doesn’t he know that I’ve had him memorized for so long?
He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don’t let nobody see me wishing he was mine
He stands there then walks away
My god if I could only say
I’m holding every breath for you...
He’d never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything
But my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My god he’s beautiful
So I put on my make up
And pray for a miracle
Yes I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father’s eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you asked me if I love him
I’d lie....

OTHER SONGS:
Hey Stephen
Fifteen
Teardrops on my Guitar
Come in with the rain
Fearless
I Heart
Your Anything
Beautiful Eyes
Change
The way I loved you
Sparks Fly
Breathe
You belong with me
The best Days
Tell me why
Forever and always
You're not sorry
You're face

Having a second thought of moving schools

(Cebu Institute of Technology logo)

Am I going to move or not? this question keep playing in my mind this past few weeks because my parents told me that they have a plan that they would send me in Cebu to continue my studies in Cebu Institute of Technology (CIT). Well for me there's nothing wrong with that idea because CIT has a good record when it comes with Engineering and Info Tech courses.They have a good training and facilities there according to my sister who was a former student of that school.That's why if my parents would decide I won't feel bad at all.But there's a little part in my heart that disagree of that idea because I'll miss my friends and family of course and to think this is the first time that I would be far from them but that is the consequence of being some kinda "independent" person right?
I'll probably miss my current school where i'm studying (NDDU), there's a lot of memories I have made and kept together with my new folks in college.I would not forget them because they are already part of my life now.
But whatever is the final decision i'll still be happy.

Earth Hour once again launched

This March 28, 2009 at exactly 8:00pm the Earth Hour started.The cities around the world united for a 1 hour of turning off the lights to raise the global awareness. Cause we all know that the global warming problem increases so the government of each respective countries agreed to launch again the Earth Hour activity that would really help improve and minimizes the global warming. Even my family supported this campaign because we all know that this simple thing would really be a big help not only for us but for all the people that lives here in Earth.Many of my friends also joined this activity,they sacrifice their 1 hour to turn off the lights instead of doing net surfing.This was really a great help for our Mother earth and I hope through this many of would be sensitive enough of what is happening into our environment.

My top of this year

MY TOP of this year in :
MOVIE || ARTISTs || SINGERs || MUSIC


In MOVIE :

#1 TWILIGHT (2008)

I have already read this book nung hindi pa to pinapalabas sa theatre, sa book palang talagang na gandahan na ako it was one of my favorite book actually.Kaya naman I was really happy when my friend told me na ginawan siya ng movie, grabeh I'm very excited talaga na mapanood ang moviekasi sobrang ganda talaga. I like Twilight more in movie because you can really feel the intense of the story at yung mga lead stars talagang ang gagaling : Robert Pattinson who played the role of Edward Cullen who was the vampire and Kristen Stewart who played as Isabella "Bella" Swan. Robert did well in the movie para talaga siyang vampire and Ireally like him when he smiles and on how he possess his love on Bella, talagang miinggit ka sa situation ni Bella she had Edward Cullen that truly loves her. One more thing I love about this movie is their character lines na talagang natatak sa isip ko.

EDWARD's best lines :

☻ What if I'm not a superhero? What if I'm the bad guy?
☻I'm the world's best predator, aren't I? Everything about me invites you in - my voice, my face, even my smell. As if I need any of that! As if you could outrun me. As if you could fight me off.
☻You are exactly my brand of heroin.
☻You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever.
☻You are my life now.
☻I don't seem to be strong enough to stay away from you, so I suppose that you'll get your way ... whether it kills you or not.

BELLA's best line:

☻Sometimes it seems like you're trying to say goodbye when you're saying something else.
☻My decision was made, made before I'd ever consciously chosen, and I was committed to seeing it through. Because there was nothing more terrifying to me, more excruciating, than the thought of turning away from him.
☻I'm here ... which, roughly translated, means I would rather die than stay away from you.
☻I think I forgot to breathe.
☻I was not finished kissing you. Don't make me come over there.
☻Are you tired of having to save me all the time?
☻You are my life. You're the only thing it would hurt me to lose.

I really love this movie, guess what, I have watched this movie not only once but 5 times......hahaha.Sobrang ganda talaga and by now ang inaabangan ko ay ang saga nito NEW MOON, ECLIPSE, BREAKING DAWN i would definitely miss this 3.

ARTIST :

#1 SANTINO "miracle boy"

May Bukas Pa teleserye on ABS-CBN truly catches my heart because this show teaches us that Bro really exist and Bro loves us and we shouldn't give up when we encounter the trials in life, we just need to hold on, trust and sternghten our faith in Bro.I really like the child who portraits as SANTINO the Miracle Boy, he is so cute and alluring sarap sigurong magkaroon ng kapatid na ganyan,haha. I really like him bacause just like Piolo said " Tinuturuan tayo ni Santino magdasal na parang kaibigan natin ang Diyos". I wish I've been this kind of child to my parents and this kind of friend in my folks.

SINGER/GROUP :

#1 KANTO bOYS

After the Kanto Boys performed in ASAP for the first time, inaabangan ko na ang production nila every friday kasi ng ganda at ang saya, wala kanang gagawin kundi tumawa ng tumawa. I love the kanto boys coz they're soo cool sobra and kulet pah especially John Lloyd and Vhong.

MUSIC/SONG:

#1 JUST STAND UP

The heart is stronger than you think
It's like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't
It finds a way to still push on, oh

Sometimes you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it look into
Your heart the beat goes on

I'm tellin' you Things get better
Through Whatever If you fall
Dust it off, don't let up

Don't you know You can go
Be your ownMiracle
You need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up

Who are we to be
Questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don't mean it got to take control, no
Ain't gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you
And sayin' you can't go on

I'm tellin' you Things get better
Through Whatever If you fall
Dust if off, don't let up

Don't you know you
You can go Be your own
Miracle You need to know
You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off
You can live your life

Let your heart be your guide
Yeah yeah yeah
You will know that you're good if you trust in the good
Everything will be alright, yeah
You can light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever

You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within

THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

stress-free after the examination

Yesterday, after the examination we had on our major subject (IT 123), some of my classmates invited us to come with them and play Rockband at the Chill. I've got a second thought to come with them because I have some things that I need to do together with my high school friends. But luckily Reshien (one of my HS friend) texted me that it was postponed. So I've decided to go with them, instead of going home early, well it's just 4:30pm then.

It's my first time to hang out with them at the Chill and play Rock band game, I thought it was hard but when They started playing it, I was amazed and uttered "AWESOME". After they played, they passed all the instrument into us, I've got the Bass, KJF got the drums, Gaile handled the Lead Guitar and Niño as the vocalist. When it started, I really don't know how I'm supposed to play it and suddenly I've got a low score (nakakahiya yun!) ,but we've tried it once more and fortunately we played it good and resulted into a good score (that was great). One hour later, our Professor come after us and added one hour for us to continue.

It was 8:30pm then when I got home, tired but happy. I really felt good, after playing the Rock band game, the stress that i had felt during the examination disappeared, It was really a stress-free day, I'm gonna play Rock band one more time!

janiZinso

SUMMERTIME

"Summer NAh!" ito ang naririnig ko usually uttered by the people (including me) when the months of March and April come. Dahil nga katatapos lang ng klase and most especially it's the time of relaxation, enjoyment, the time to be with our chums and barkada's, and of course the time to bond with our family. Bluntly, ito ang isa sa mga event ng taon ang gusto ko because nakakalimutan ko mga problems ko dahil ang focus ko lang during this time is to enjoy and to have fun together with my folks and family. I know, that when we heard the word "summer" there is one place that sinks into our minds automatically:

The Summer Capital of the Philippines : BORACAY

It's known for the white sand that covers the whole island, kaya hindi na nakapatataka na it is the Summer Capital of the Philippines. Talagang dinadayo ito ng mga tao not only Filipinos but also foriegners that was captivated by the beauty of Boracay Beach. And of course summer is not complete if foods are not present, kahit na tuwing summer pinapalabas ang tunay na ganda ng katawan ng bawat isa, still we can't avoid the delicious food that are waiting for us. Just like me, I can't say no to foods! haha, I really love foods,chocolates and drinks (but not the alcoholic ones).


Sobra talaga akong nag e-enjoy whenever my friends plan for a beach outing, talagang excited ako 'cuase i love to be with my friends, para bang whenever I'm with them wala na akong ginawa kundi ang tumawa lang ng tumawa. Aside from my parents and my 2 sisters (Annel and Sheena) my friends are the one who can make me laugh. Kaya nga I'm very thankful that God had given those people in my life. And one more thing I love about summer, there are a lot of foods talaga....yan ang hinihintay ko!!

JaniZinso

folks in Hgh school

☻ Really Inlove oR Deeply INfatuAted?

As a college student, I've been encountering people who are in love and infatuated, but me? no I'm not (i did't experience it yet haha!). I'm not inlove but, I do have my crushes and inspirations of course, even you.I'm sure you do have your own crushes or maybe boyfriend/girlfriend, don't you? Well for me, there's nothing wrong if you enter into a relationship as long as you know your limitations and responsibilities, am I right? But it is important that you know what you truly feels in that particular person, it is important that love is the reason behind and not that you're only infatuated with him/her. Now let me tell you the difference of the two

INFATUATION and LOVE :

♥♥♥♥♥♥ INFATUATION♥♥♥♥♥♥

☻infatuation is when your obsessed with someone but you can live without them
☻If you just met her it's probably infatuation. After you date for a few months people might call it love.
☻Infatuation is just the idea of the person being perfect for you.
☻Infatuation makes you feel like a foolish idiot, makes you care what other people think.
☻Infatuation is more like a deep admiration for a person like you admire what they do and who they are its not neccesarily a love for them you know its just an infatuation.
☻Infatuation is temporary
☻infatuation is an unrealistic or extravagant love or admiration appealing to the senses and impulses. infatuation maybe the initial attraction that will, with time and commitment, grow into a mature and unconditional love
☻Infatuation is just like a crush; possibly an attraction. It's kind of shallow - based mostly on looks and something new.
☻infatuation is the when you think someone is hot and you want to screw her. Literally, screw her and screw her over. they aren't worth your time afterwards.
☻infatuation is when u feel like u love her, but when u get angry or things go wrong, that feeling disappears

♥♥♥♥♥♥LOVE♥♥♥♥♥♥

☻love is a feeling you cant describe with someone you know you cant live without...its when you miss him/her the second he/she leaves ..and you smile just by thinking of him/her...when everything that used to go wrong suddenly goes right...when everything you do you want him/her to be there with you..and everything just feels RIGHT.
☻Love is a fondness that people create mentally between each other.
☻Love is from the heart, infatuation is the brain tricking you into thinking it's from the heart.
☻love is when u know u love her no matter what happens or what she does or says. love isn't just a feeling.
☻love takes time to know a person. real love is not just the sexual chemistry.. its having a friend and a lover at the same time.
☻love is devotion based on commitment and unselfish concern for one another. it freely accepts another in loyalty and seeks his or her good.
☻Love is when you really know someone very, very well.
☻If you know this girl/boy as a friend and as a lover maybe than your in love.
☻Love is honesty, trust, fidelity, compromise, communication, reliability, liking the person you're in love with, loving to spend time with that person, wanting to spend your life with that person.
☻love is when you truly care for a person. think of your mom, you don't want nothing or no one to hurt her, so you would go out of your way to help her, that's love.

Now as you have read the difference between the Two (LOVE and INFATUATION) , ask your self are you really inlove with him/her or you are just deeply infatuated with him/her?